jealousy

being jealous of someone is not very becoming. sadly, i suffer from this unattractive trait. last night i found out this super crazy girl from my church is prego AGAIN. hmmm. is it bad to wonder why her and not me? i feel this way almost everytime i find out someone's pregnant. it's ridiculous actually. i think maybe not getting pregnant is my punishment for being so jealous! hahaha! goal #1: work on jealousy factor.