i'm not sure what bugs me more: A) people telling me they're pregnant or B) people not telling me they're pregnant. HAHAHA! but seriously. what is wrong with me? I get mad when i hear someone is pregnant, but then i think some people don't tell me in fear for me feeling bad so they don't tell me... no one can win!!!
i found out via facebook my cousin was pregnant. (((grrr))) now my family is VERY close. like we all live within a few miles of each other, went to the same high school, church, etc. CLOSE. now she's not just barely pregnant. she found out the sex of the baby! i guess i was just hurt she didn't tell me herself... but i REALLY think she fears for my feelings. which, is completely sweet and considerate and nice and etc. and etc.
wouldn't life be easier for all around me if i could just have a child?! ahhahaha. my friend amy is also struggling with infertility. she got a dog. i think i need one too. too bad my apartment doesn't allow pets. 1 more year. i keep telling myself 1 more year.
my poor husband. not only is he struggling with the deisre to have a baby & it not work, but he has the responsibility to keep me from falling to pieces. maybe he should have a blog: marriedtoacrazywomanwhoblogsaboutinfertilityandthencrysallthetime.blogspot.com
just checked. the blog name IS available.
yesssss.
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